Starting over

So we made it to Florida a few weeks ago. Last week my mom and I signed up for weight watchers. Last week was the first weigh in. I was not happy. weighed in at 264. : / But I guess thats a loss from the last time I weighed in. We go in Saturday to weigh in again.

April 13th 2011

Living with someone is hard  both of our youngest, who are both 3 and only a few months apart. Them 2 fight all day long and it puts tension on the rest of us.
Tomorrow I'm starting a vasting diet with my sister in law for church. I told her would do it with her. All we can have is water, juice and fruits and veggies . Will be doing it until Easter. Wonder how much weight I will lose doing this. We are going to make the exception for the 18th for my birthday, but we won't make a big meal. Maybe some light. Going to weigh in in the morning instead of Sunday, this way I can see how much I do lose.

April 10th 2011

today has not started out good. woke up in a bad mood. went to bed late since we went to the drive in and my son decided to wake up as soon as that sun came up. he has been whining ever since.
Living with other people is hard. I been keeping me and the kids downstairs with our stuff so we stay out of the way. even living with 9 people still feel so lonely. no one feally talks to me. our youngest always fight. to top it off I have been sick for the last 4 days.
I just wait to get back into our own place and have our own rooms again.

April 8th 2011

Yesterday my daughter turned 6. She was so happy she was crying.. She insisted on breakfast burritos for dinner. They where a hit around here, always are lol..
But today my sister in law and I both woke up sick.. My brother in law had the flu last week, then there youngest now us mom's its going to make for a fun weekend.. Suppose to take my daughter bowling and maybe the drive in too. Guess we will see how I feel.. Guess I can always drug up and go. Luckily so far for me its more sinuses.
I just found my scale so Sunday I will weigh in.
Wish there was a app for mt blackberry for blogging. With a broken laptop its hard to get on here and post.. Come on Google get one out already.
So far living with my brother and sister in law and their 3 kids hasn't been to bad. Its been nice not being alone during the day. But the drive to my daughter school is getting to be much. Half hour one way. I don't want to transfer since its so close to the end of the year. Just have to suck it up and drive.. Well this is all for now. Until next time..

March 31st 2011

Well we are finally out of the house and all moved into my brother in laws house. For the next 2 months this will be home. The end of May we head to Florida.. It is going to be a big adjustment for us all. but it will be well worth it. Just 2 months... I can do this..

What to do

I have been doing alot of thinking.. Thinks here in Kansas are just not working out for me or my family. There has been little work and we are just getting buy.. I have all my Family out in Florida. My husband and I are talking about moving out there where there is alot more work then here. I know my family would help us out. The only down fall is it does cost more to live out there. Been doing alot of thinking over it. There are slot more pros than cons.
Do we go to Florida where we could do better and be with family?
Do we stay in Kansas and struggle?
What will we do if Florida does not work out?
Where would we live?
Can we even find jobs?
What would be the right choice for my kids?
I just don't know what to do.. So much to think about...

March 13th 2011

Well today I weighed.. Stayed the same.. didn't lose or gain. So thats a good thing.. at this point right now I rather stay the same then gain..
We have 3 weeks to find a place to move to and plan our daughter's birthday. Things have been very stressful for me right now..
I'm sorry I haven't been on here in awhile, just with everything going on I just haven't much time.. This is the first time I have been on the computer in 4 or 5 days.. Once this get back to normal I will be back to blogging like normal and keep on going with my weight loss..